So, my stomach is currently filled with butterflies, as I just submitted my application to serve as a Vice President on my sorority’s National Council. I have wanted to do this for a while, but I never felt like I was ready. After talking to another sister who previously served on Council, I realized that no one is truly ever ready.

I was surprised when I submitted my application and sent a text to 2 of my references to hear that they got the requests for a reference right before my messages went through. It’s awesome to see things be automated – no worrying that someone will not get their reference request, or that the person on the other end will mis-type the email address, etc. Now the waiting begins – waiting to see what the next steps are, waiting for a phone interview (if it’s needed, I’m not too sure what the process is), waiting to see who the Nominations Committee slates (I’m pretty sure they will slate the 4 incumbents for the 4 open positions; will they opt to add an additional person or two?), waiting for Convention for the elections if I am slated (I have to give a speech? In front of 400 people? Time to start working on my fear of public speaking!), waiting for everyone to give their speech and then the voting. Lots to look forward to, and plenty of time for me to second guess my decision to do this.

Right now, I am confident that I have made the correct decision to apply and nominate myself. I’m sure that over the next few weeks/months, I will question why I did this at all. Time to work on my self-talk, and remind myself that I am a good candidate, and that I am the right person for the role. I have never questioned myself when I’ve applied for jobs in the past, what is the difference between that and Council? There really is no difference – I just have an emotional investment in the sorority.

Anyway, keep an eye out for future developments!